performance yesterday was *oh my goodness*. panicked like mad please. first time playing clarinet "solo" in front of people. somemore after not playing for 1.5 years. tone sucks ): grr. practice practice practice.
and im damn tired today luhh. longgggg day. breakfast in the morning with clare, BuMs, midi, music theory. then studied music theory after that. oh wells, "studied". haha. first test for year2. i just pray i dont screw up in the test tomorrow. so today ended at 9pm. argh. so tired that i dont have mood for anything else. and today's weather freak cold please. yesterday like oven, today like fridge. kao eh. damn pissed. hahaha.
MUST MUST MUST, JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU! (:
Saturday, April 25, 2009
wooh.
stcband 2004-where the band had the best repertoire(at least for the 4 years i was there? haha)
(On The Village Green! Pasadena, Ross Roy(counted?), By The Rivers of the FREAKING Babylon! :DDD)
stcband 2005-preparation for syf, Folklore for Band! :D
those were the best times i had in stcband. 06, 07 was fine too. haha. howwwww i miss it! ): like seriously. alumini band? if it ever sets up. please do! conductors and leaders of current batch, if you ever see this.. :D
stcband 2004-where the band had the best repertoire(at least for the 4 years i was there? haha)
(On The Village Green! Pasadena, Ross Roy(counted?), By The Rivers of the FREAKING Babylon! :DDD)
stcband 2005-preparation for syf, Folklore for Band! :D
those were the best times i had in stcband. 06, 07 was fine too. haha. howwwww i miss it! ): like seriously. alumini band? if it ever sets up. please do! conductors and leaders of current batch, if you ever see this.. :D
Thursday, April 23, 2009
gosh, im freaking tired today. havent been waking up before the sun fully rises for a damn long time(considering thats 7am) so im not quite used to it. then went swimming in the evening, which made me even more tired now, physically and mentally.
assignments, projects and all are piling up already on the first week of school. thats midi, music theory, performance, remt, and to a certain extent, gems. lots of them can wait, okay actually not really, except performance thats next week. quite excited though :D pretty interesting seeing everyone perform! haha. but i havent chose a piece to play, and quite scared :O grr. first time performing solo on a clarinet! whee :D hope it goes well. hahah
argh im damn tired everyday after reaching home, that i dont have energy and mood to do the things im supposed to do. and during breaks in school, i complain got no mood. i seriously need to do something about this. grr.
assignments, projects and all are piling up already on the first week of school. thats midi, music theory, performance, remt, and to a certain extent, gems. lots of them can wait, okay actually not really, except performance thats next week. quite excited though :D pretty interesting seeing everyone perform! haha. but i havent chose a piece to play, and quite scared :O grr. first time performing solo on a clarinet! whee :D hope it goes well. hahah
argh im damn tired everyday after reaching home, that i dont have energy and mood to do the things im supposed to do. and during breaks in school, i complain got no mood. i seriously need to do something about this. grr.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Saturday, April 18, 2009
mans, dinner today was SINFUL. haha. had kenny roger's quarter chicken with potato salad and macaroni with cheese. hahah. damn shiooooook. but i cant finish, bloated ttm ): haha. daddy bought a new bike for me :D hahah. although im like not gonna ride it often :/ haha.
guitar lesson today, first time chatting so much with shawn. talked about the music scene, the career to persue in music etc. felt damn dejected after what he said, which makes sense thats why im feeling dejected. the chinese market is not ready to accept other genres of music besides pop. every kind of music we're doing is a shadow of the western countries. it is hard to make it big in a local scene. if we take an original from a local band and an original from a, letsay american/english band, who's song do you think will be better? 90% of the people will say "of course american/england band la, need to say meh?" but truth is, when we dont mention which song is from which band, majority of the people actually thought the piece created by a local band is the one from america(the better one). what is this? people's perception is already fixed. its hard to change it. how to survive with music in singapore? hahah. then shawn mentions he gets very angry to see people working so hard but just dont make it big after years, but some dont even have to work and they are like superstars. which is luck actually.
then i asked him: "if you knew then why did you want to study music?" one simple answer: " no why ah, i like loh" HAHA. mannnn, this is really hard. am i learning music to perform or to teach? and the question remains a question. haha
geok! this is meant for you to see one! the emo talk we had when you weren't around! haha
guitar lesson today, first time chatting so much with shawn. talked about the music scene, the career to persue in music etc. felt damn dejected after what he said, which makes sense thats why im feeling dejected. the chinese market is not ready to accept other genres of music besides pop. every kind of music we're doing is a shadow of the western countries. it is hard to make it big in a local scene. if we take an original from a local band and an original from a, letsay american/english band, who's song do you think will be better? 90% of the people will say "of course american/england band la, need to say meh?" but truth is, when we dont mention which song is from which band, majority of the people actually thought the piece created by a local band is the one from america(the better one). what is this? people's perception is already fixed. its hard to change it. how to survive with music in singapore? hahah. then shawn mentions he gets very angry to see people working so hard but just dont make it big after years, but some dont even have to work and they are like superstars. which is luck actually.
then i asked him: "if you knew then why did you want to study music?" one simple answer: " no why ah, i like loh" HAHA. mannnn, this is really hard. am i learning music to perform or to teach? and the question remains a question. haha
geok! this is meant for you to see one! the emo talk we had when you weren't around! haha
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Thursday, April 9, 2009
gosh. i think im like what they say, 入戏太深 already. and now im like absolutely crazy over eddie peng. kinda dislike that feeling of getting too into watching dramas, because i'll tend to "liao gong"(抓狂) eventually. went through that once during O's over fahrenheit, and now again, over eddie especially. oh my goodness save me from this. school's reopening! gahh. haha. oh no im speaking like a lianzxz worhzxz. damn. hahah.
oh goodness, another childhood song. hahaha. this one's real funny :D and nice. but here's the lyrics first. upload the song another day when i get the song. hahah
I am cow, hear me moo
I weigh twice as much as you
And i look good on a barbecue
Yogurt, curd, cream, cheese and butter's
Made from liquid from my udders
I am cow, i am cow, hear me moooooo~
I am cow, eating grass
Methane gas comes out my ass
And out my muzzle when i belch
Oh, the ozone layer's thinner
From the outcome of my dinner
I am cow, i am cow, I've got gas~
I am cow, here i stand
Far and wide upon this land
And i am living everywhere
From B.C to NewFoundLand
You can squeeze my teats by hand
I am cow, I am cow, I am COW~~~~
haha really gotta hear this song. damn cute and nice. hahah. shall upload it tomorrow :D
I am cow, hear me moo
I weigh twice as much as you
And i look good on a barbecue
Yogurt, curd, cream, cheese and butter's
Made from liquid from my udders
I am cow, i am cow, hear me moooooo~
I am cow, eating grass
Methane gas comes out my ass
And out my muzzle when i belch
Oh, the ozone layer's thinner
From the outcome of my dinner
I am cow, i am cow, I've got gas~
I am cow, here i stand
Far and wide upon this land
And i am living everywhere
From B.C to NewFoundLand
You can squeeze my teats by hand
I am cow, I am cow, I am COW~~~~
haha really gotta hear this song. damn cute and nice. hahah. shall upload it tomorrow :D
Monday, April 6, 2009
its interesting to look at pictures back in the past, and then start to think: oh gosh, time flies. or just go: awww, memories (: haha. people ask, why bother taking pictures? pictures are an important part of memory. at least i think it relives it.(is there such word?? hahaha :p) you know what i mean. haha.
goodness, this one is too long ago (: clarinet section 2004!
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syf clarinet section 2005!
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syf clarinet section 2007!
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:D
gosh this memories.. i wouldnt say all of them are good. in fact many bad ones. but now come to think about it, im missing those times alot. like seriously. but no, things are no longer the same. the feeling is no longer the same. stcband'04-'07, miss it loads (:
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tuition christmas party 2008 (:
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tuition outing 2003!! (at this point in time, im very glad this photo is blurred. HAHA)
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at the park on a morning after tonning to study for O's at aunty shirley's place (:
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2007, after midnight steamboat, waiting to watch sunrise at eastcoast park (:
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KL trip! no that is genting actually. hahah :D
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hahah gosh, that's my like only tuition group ever, and most loved too. hehe. thinking back on those retarded soccer matches back in P6, the childish sexist thing, quarrelling and all that. gahh i really miss those times. how i wish i could post much more photos, then i'd probably flood my whole blog with pictures. hahah. but no, shall not bore people. its more for myself actually. as im typing this, im feeling happy and emo. woohoo. thank you God for giving me friends. im nothing without them, i cant survive without them (: YAYYY!
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Thursday, April 2, 2009
today was great :D met up with tuition mates. actually only cs, clarice and glenn. hahah. so it was alot of catching up, and talking rubbish. (thats what you'd expect with glenn around actually :P haha) went to eat yuki yaki at marina square. the ice cream buffet is shioooook! its damn fun la. hahah. having it for the first time. and the lunch buffet is so worth it. im so going back again. haha.
:D carved out using frozen chocalate ice cream!
whee (:
then went to play the catching toy thing. tried to catch eeyore, and it ALMOST came out. T_T then tried the cow, the whole toy freaking got dragged up and also ALMOST came out. damn sad la T_T scream alot, forgetting that im losing my voice. then went to play arcade, played the jungle game and house of the dead, screamed alot again. i think im losing my voice tomorrow. grr. hahah. then we went to play pool. so pissed. played a few times alr still damn noob la. grr. hahah. then we went to esplanade to chill, eat junk food and talk rubbish. haha.
(:
look zai buay zai. hahah
mm, can look quite wrong. hahah.
glenn with his niece and nephew (:
after that, went to meet aunty shirley at toa payoh burger king. sat there, and talked alot to aunty shirley. about life now, and in the future. haha. im starting to think again. what does the future hold for me? hahaha. oh wells. had fun today (: miss them loads!
(grr, blogger is pissing me off. uploading damn slow tonight. haha)
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
haha, and i went for chalet yesterday morning. went there and we pretty much stoned in the room. hahah. blah blah blah. then at night, sat at the jacuzzi pool, chilled, emo-ed, drank and talked for 3 hours i think? hahah. our legs were all rotting and wrinkled up -.- haha. i would think thats probably the most memorable part of the whole chalet. so faiz was good at organising that. we ranked each other with a score, highest being 10. gave comments, and said many true stuff from our hearts. haha. at least i think i did, and i know alot of them did. then the comment they had about me i felt is so true, is that i think too much. haha. shall not elaborate.
oh and another thing. suddenly i feel that being in a relationship will cause a person to have alot more restrictions. especially sacrificing the time with your friends, i think that sucks ): so somehow, im quite glad im not in a relationship (: hahaha.
just came back from chalet now and im quite tired. im gonna watch stcband's SYF later at SCH. gonna leave soon. ALL THE BEST STCBAND! :D
oh and another thing. suddenly i feel that being in a relationship will cause a person to have alot more restrictions. especially sacrificing the time with your friends, i think that sucks ): so somehow, im quite glad im not in a relationship (: hahaha.
just came back from chalet now and im quite tired. im gonna watch stcband's SYF later at SCH. gonna leave soon. ALL THE BEST STCBAND! :D
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