omg im freak sad loh. supposed to be at the chalet with the rest now, probably playing games or chilling. but im stuck at home with my damn fever and those medicine. arghhh. suay to the max please. i want to be at the chalet nowwww. T_T

today is a tiring and angry day. went for fahrenheit's 3rd album autograph session. queued for 6.5 hours still didnt manage to get their signature, coz they had to like rush to power station for another event. so in the end became handshake session. a little disappointed but oh wells. what made me really angry was these fucking retards who kept pushing and squeezing their way through. then this idiotic aunty kept blaming and shouting at the organisers for not letting them stay to sign all of them, like hello if you are so desperate then go earlier? already squeeze until cannot move still keep shouting into people's ears, irritate the shit out of us lah. poor clarice kena squashed ):

but really must thank clarice (: she like specially bought the album to go for the autograph session with me! actually she intended to sell the album after signing it at a higher price, but now without the signature, she kinda queued for nothing ): sigh. i feel so bad. and clarice i mean it, dinner's on me, the next time we meet! :D thanks friend! loves! (:

wu zun! :DDD

jiro(guy in white on left) and calvin(guy in white on right) going to toilet! HAHA

them apologising about not being able to finish signing. aaron is extremely apologetic. he was tearing as he shook our hands ):

clarice honay! thanks again! :D

haha okay i think im just coming online specially to blog about today, because im so tired that i want to sleep soon. haha

so this morning, i finally got to eat Mcdonald's breakfast which i've been craving for since some time ago. hahah. then after that suppose to accompany clarice go to NP to repair her laptop but in the end no need alr, so we didnt know what to do. so took a bus from plaza to yishun, then took train to amk hub. hahah. then we decided to catch a movie, so watched Confessions Of A Shopaholic. hahah. then clarice went home, and i headed to town.

oh i saw this Shih Tsu at the store. its SOOO CUTE :D awwww (((((:

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reached orchard station at 350(was 20 mins late), then waited, and waited, and waited, and waited. until when everyone, okay actually not even everyone yet, was here, it was already 540. grrr. im really quite tired of waiting. like seriously. sigh. okay but thats not the main point. the thing is, Jimmy's place is AWESOME. hahaha. you wouldnt imagine having a condo right in town, so high class and artistically designed, that looks like a five-star hotel suite, to only be one of the SPARE HOUSE that he owns(which means nobody lives in it). like seriously?! grr. hahaha. and we're not talking about a game of monopoly here. he's honestly rich. hahaha. but it sees like im so materialistic. haha. oh wells.

okay i cant help but comment about one of the toilets. haha. it's really of higher standard that a five star hotel and i mean it. rarrr. hahah
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one of his SPARE bedrooms. hahah

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woohoo, did some covers today. hahah.

ARISE MY LOVE!

haha this song brings back memories of CD project! really nice song (: hehe

说好的幸福呢

omgggg im such a PIG! ate damn alot today ): haha.

went to meet clarice after dinner, to walk the pasar malam nearby. so bought malt candy to eat. hahah. then walked to plaza where we decided to sit at macs. so bought Mcwings. then after that we were deciding what ice cream to get, but in the end we decided to go somewhere else. so kfc was the place, and i ate mashed potato and pineapple pie, and drank root beer. OMG FAT FAT FAT. grrr. hahah. then we talked about all the childhood things, and she revived my memory of this cheer. i think was p5 camp. haha. here it goes:

I no money, I don't care
I wear cheap cheap underwear
If it tear, I don't care
I go get another pair
Underwear~
Everywhere~
(repeat * 15041406413205)

hahah damn funny. its damn addictive loh. hahah. fun fun fun :D

yesterday was zhihui's cheerleading championship. hahah. at zouk carpark. so irritated with the crowd, that we couldnt even see a thing besides her flying. hahah. hmmm no matter what the results are, what matters most is you've put in your greatest effort, so dont think you've wasted your time, you've spent it on something you like to do, the results isnt the main thing, really (: continue to work hard yo! jiayou friend :D

haha. and today. well i thought i was moody. still think so. but at the end of the day now, i decided that today is really meaningful. hahah. firstly, was practicing keys until shiok shiok in the morning. hahah. then later met daniel on the way to school. and this one is really damn shocking. DANIEL LOW IS MY KINDERGARTEN CLASSMATE! BAHHH HOW COOL IS THAT! hahaha. took me the whole journey to accept the fact. hahaha. then went to school to meet seowhung for her recording. but i was mainly playing piano in studio C. also emo until shiok :D haha. thats three things. and the last and most important thing :D

vocal lesson today was great! although many times laoshi made me disappointed like whatever, but i really have to admit he is really inspirational. i think out of all the people i know, he's one of those that can motivate me the most (thats why he's also able to make me disappointed ttm -.-, haha). with him guiding us along, im quite sure we wont lose our way (: hahah. and he's got too many past experiences to share, which i feel are totally relevant. haha. laoshi, dont disappoint us again! because i wish to believe you really put your heart into helping us (: haha.
(omg now i pray he doesnt read this, hahaha)

well, im still setting my hopes low, so that i dont get too disappointed eventually

so its another boring day at home. haha. thats life without money ): argh. hahah. watched amelia's performance last night at cathay Ben and Jerry. haha. sorry i couldnt stay till the end, cause we had to leave to watch DMC! :D hehe. its damn funny like seriously. haha. and he is DAMN cool after changing into his "performance costume". haha cannot stand it. oh and there's this part which inspired and touched me alot:

although reality can be really cruel and harsh, and not everyone's dream will come true eventually, but that shouldnt stop people from dreaming. anyone and everyone has the right to dream. it pushes us to move forward. it motivates us to move on in life.

with music as a dream, people often say its not realistic. even i think its almost not achievable. but we still dream. hoping one day it will come true eventually. because thats our passion. so having that dream pushes me forward. although DMC on the surface is really comical, and vulgar, but i thought many of the parts were actually meaningful.

NO MUSIC, NO DREAM (:

haha, just spent some time changing my entire blog again. hahah. now its much neater and nicer :D hehe.

okay so monday, finally zhihui is having her holidays, so we went for karaoke :D like finally after so long. haha. after that, went to killiney to have durian chee cheong fun! hahah. sorry geok, your nose suffered :p hahah. yup then went to heeren then paragon to walk before getting home.

yesterday, kay's treat at sakae sushi. still missed out a few, like keith, doreen, jonadab, and dingchao :/ sigh. and yup it was KEN'S BIRTHDAY too! hahah. hope we managed to make it a surprise for him (: after having sakae sushi at park mall, we walked to marina square and played bowling. hahah. star bowler was zaki, thats of course, and geok also did quite well in the game. haha. as for me, no need say. haha. more than half of the game, the ball went into the longang. haha. then after that, we surprised ken with a cake at carls junior and made him eat it without using his hands. haha. then was boozing. ken bought his first ever drink by himself. haha. seowhung and i shared the maxi thing. i was abit seh, but no i wasnt. hahah. because i went home perfectly fine :D oh wells. haha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEN! (:

as for results, i dont think its worth mentioning. hahah

today doesnt seem like a very good day. not gonna elaborate much.

somehow i think im a person who doesnt give people a very good first impression. socialising has never been something im good at. i kinda improved but still not good enough. too many of these emo shit stuff are bothering me recently. who is eventually there to listen to all these anyway. because even i dont know how to express how i feel. although i know there are people who care and all, but not all things can be expressedso easily. and nobody can help me anyway.. what has the future got for me? what am i eventually aiming towards? because of my low curiousity level for everything else around me besides music, what else can i do if i cannot make a living with it.

music to me, is not just a hobby. its a career i want to persue with it. my only regret now is, i wasted my past at least 13 years, not doing anything to make myself improve. im getting ambitious, but over-estimating myself.

mans, i think i've been staying home too much until i feel damn tired after going out today. hahah. zhihui and geok came over to my place this afternoon to supposedly practice but we ended up chatting and watching mvs. haha. then went downstairs to get oh-ah-jian. hahah. then they left and i went to town to meet cs, beechng and kyna at hk cafe. then went to cine to eat suki sushi, then paragon to buy snacks from muji, then taka, then to far east to take bus home. hahah. wahh walk with them really can die. from one end of town walk to the other end one. hahah. and can become fat also. keep getting tempted to eat. haha. also the first time out with kyna. she's nice (: haha.


whee. more outings! hahah

rahh. im bored stiff staying at home in the day. watching videos, playing guitar, eat, sleep. amazingly i miss the busy times we had preparing for the performance. hahah. when im busy, i complain i have no time, now im free, i complain i have too much time. how ironic! hahaha.

went out with clarice to chill and shop around yesterday. was only planning to go to lot1 but its too boring for us to walk. so we went to jurong point too. then ya. walked, talked, shopped. then only i realised how seriously she fell :/ ouch. be careful yo! hahah. ya then met zaki, seowhung, ken and jonathan back at lot1 again. hahah.

okay so its over now. hahah. whats the point of doing well in ear training when im constantly out of tune of stage. rahhh. hahah. but oh wells. im really disappointed laoshi didnt come ): and many more friends sigh. hah. although this was not really the best that KAY can do, but it was really all our heart and soul. im sure it didnt turn out as bad as i expected it to, and yes we did enjoy ourselves. haha. as for now, im really tired. shall upload pictures tmr. haha.

ONCE AGAIN, REALLY THANKS TO ALL WHO CAME TO SUPPORT AND HELPED ME ALONG THE WAY (: THANKS KAY. THANKS EVERYONE!

it is finally the day. this kinda stress is really what i dont like to cope with. i've got alot of support from my friends i know it, esp the sweet dmaters (: but i still cannot overcome this. the thought of it still freaks me out. geok, zhihui, if it werent for you all i might really give up. thanks for hanging me in there (: rahhh. no words can express what im feeling now! i really pray tmr goes well and smooth. please.

19 hours left.

im damn pissed off right now. spamming reverb and clipping and unbalanced mix, you tell me you're professional. or is it because you just cant be bothered with us so you're just messing things up for us. cant wait to get this over and done with. arghhh.

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okay so it was practice again yesterday. and we decided to cancel the open stage perf on sat, so we have more time to practice. and my guitar is not even here yet. wtf. screw it. argh. then after practice yesterday, went to marina square to continue searching for my shirt. still couldnt find ): so im going later to find it. hahah. then was at esplanade where i saw this exhibits. haha. which i thought was very cool. then after that went to lot1 to meet the dmats to booze. but nope i did not. haha. just sat and chilled with them till 12 plus and went home.

a full band with piano, trombone, double bass, flute, sax, guit and trumpet? haha

how does peixiu look with a double bass? hahah
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im seriously disgusted by you. i must have been out of my mind then. fucktard.

and its just 2 more days! :/

okay and i just bombed 150 bucks on my hair. hahah. RED RED RED! :D but rarr the 150 bucks that i earned is gone in two hours sitting there. hahah. well well, the preparation for the perf is going quite smoothly. except that i havent got my guitar yet! going down tmr to chase them for it. haha. really pray that everything goes well.


4 days to doomsday!

hahaha im feeling high high high! only because i presume im done with my arrangement. haha. actually not really. because i kinda rushed it out so its not satisfactory. but yes im happy i finished it at least! hahah. and yup as expected the decoration of the board took us so long that we had to cancel our practice. but the turnout was nice luh. hahah. all thanks to zhihui and geok! i was just standing aside doing all the saikang. hahah. art not good what to do. but oh wells. haha

recording tmr. hope it goes well and fast!

its probably a damn wrong time to be blogging right now because i should be doing my arrangement. but im so freakinggg irritated. this shit thing is driving me crazy. damn pissed off as well. everything needs to be done in such a short time. the board thing is really the last thing on my mind. but yet its disturbing all that i need to do. like seriously. why is it that hard to hang in there. the thought of how it'll turn out sucks. my brain is exploding.


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