心太软
把所有问题都自己扛
hahahah i should dedicate this song to myself! :P woots. midi midi midi :(
Saturday, November 28, 2009
i seriously, secretly, hope that the rabbits will mia for the show. even though we're only a back up, so thats not something i should be happy about.. but i really want the opportunity. i mean, it has been my dream.
although now we'll still be able to do it but yeahh, with alot of restrictions. rabbits, mia can? give us a chance. okay shit i sound desperate. hahahaha. okay now gonna do BUMS. 1000 words, here i come!
although now we'll still be able to do it but yeahh, with alot of restrictions. rabbits, mia can? give us a chance. okay shit i sound desperate. hahahaha. okay now gonna do BUMS. 1000 words, here i come!
its one week to the performace and the song hasnt been decided yet. crapppp. and i've got tons of undone work and they're piling up like seriously.
1. BUMS, due on the coming monday! :(
2. DVPT song's arrangement, need to get it done for recording next thurs/fri
3. DVPT location permit/photographs/filming of the first few scenes
4. MIDI, im so dead for this one. i have not started a shit T_T
5. MUST, incompleted worksheets and textbook questions to do
on top of that, holiday assignments are also out already. interesting stuff to do, but will need lots of time. and stuff besides school work, that i want to do, also requires TIME. (hahahah probably in the previous few blog posts i was complaining that damn slack, now its busy to the max. i secretly like that feeling, feels more productive :p secretly, secretly)
on a brighter note, went shopping with KAY yesterday. angzhiii had to choose her prom dress. hahaha. and i happily bought 2 clothes and leggings :DD plus a frolick! hahaha. okay damn im broke. so im gonna work for my dad again today, and attempt to do some music theory there. hahaha. BYE!
1. BUMS, due on the coming monday! :(
2. DVPT song's arrangement, need to get it done for recording next thurs/fri
3. DVPT location permit/photographs/filming of the first few scenes
4. MIDI, im so dead for this one. i have not started a shit T_T
5. MUST, incompleted worksheets and textbook questions to do
on top of that, holiday assignments are also out already. interesting stuff to do, but will need lots of time. and stuff besides school work, that i want to do, also requires TIME. (hahahah probably in the previous few blog posts i was complaining that damn slack, now its busy to the max. i secretly like that feeling, feels more productive :p secretly, secretly)
on a brighter note, went shopping with KAY yesterday. angzhiii had to choose her prom dress. hahaha. and i happily bought 2 clothes and leggings :DD plus a frolick! hahaha. okay damn im broke. so im gonna work for my dad again today, and attempt to do some music theory there. hahaha. BYE!
Friday, November 13, 2009
hahaha yayy i love how my tuition group works. or should i say ex tuition group. hahaha. so it was aunty shirley's birthday on wed :D went back to her place and had zi char for dinner together. updated each other of our lives, and feels damn good laughing at jokes we used to make years ago. hahaha. what cornflakes overpopulating and need to migrate and all that rubbish while we were studying overnight for our human geog paper. memories :D xmas xmas xmas party!
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hahaha. and yesterday was a really long day. lesson started at 8, and then had final rehearsal for Escapade. felt really busy for the first time, since jas and i are now doing the video/slideshow instead of the sound crew. haha. everything ended at 1015 when it was supposed to end by 8 plus. damn tired. hahaha. hope everything will turn out well on sat! scaryyy. hahaha
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today got recording for 883 again. must must must accomplish something today!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
look at me
you may think you see who i really am
but you'll never know me
everyday
it's as if i play a part
now i see
if i wear a mask i can fool the world
but i cannot fool my heart
who is that girl i see
staring straight back at me
when will my reflection show
who i am inside
i am now
in a world where i have to hide my heart
and what i believe in
but somehow
i will show the world what's inside my heart
and be loved for who i am
who is that girl i see
staring straight back at me
why is my reflection someone i dont know
must i pretend that i'm someone else for all time
when will my reflection show
who i am inside
there's a heart that must be free to fly
that burns with a need to know the reason why
why must we all conceal
what we think
how we feel
must there be a secret me
i'm forced to hide
i wont pretend that im someone else
for all time
when will my reflection show
who i am inside
i fell in love with this song when i watch Mulan years back and i was so young then. totally love the lyrics. as in for this Christina Aguilera version one.
from tomorrow onwards, im gonna try my best, to be who i truly am. i want to find back my true self. dont wanna do things i dont usually do, say things i dont usually say, and act like someone that im not. its not gonna be easy because reality is cruel. but i'll try. im sick and tired of acting like another person just to favour people. i unknowingly became like that some time early this year or last year.. and only found out recently. sad to know but yeah :(
p.s. its really quite awesome when you can sing a song in your head and type the lyrics out word by word, and when that song expresses how you feel exactly at that moment (:
you may think you see who i really am
but you'll never know me
everyday
it's as if i play a part
now i see
if i wear a mask i can fool the world
but i cannot fool my heart
who is that girl i see
staring straight back at me
when will my reflection show
who i am inside
i am now
in a world where i have to hide my heart
and what i believe in
but somehow
i will show the world what's inside my heart
and be loved for who i am
who is that girl i see
staring straight back at me
why is my reflection someone i dont know
must i pretend that i'm someone else for all time
when will my reflection show
who i am inside
there's a heart that must be free to fly
that burns with a need to know the reason why
why must we all conceal
what we think
how we feel
must there be a secret me
i'm forced to hide
i wont pretend that im someone else
for all time
when will my reflection show
who i am inside
i fell in love with this song when i watch Mulan years back and i was so young then. totally love the lyrics. as in for this Christina Aguilera version one.
from tomorrow onwards, im gonna try my best, to be who i truly am. i want to find back my true self. dont wanna do things i dont usually do, say things i dont usually say, and act like someone that im not. its not gonna be easy because reality is cruel. but i'll try. im sick and tired of acting like another person just to favour people. i unknowingly became like that some time early this year or last year.. and only found out recently. sad to know but yeah :(
p.s. its really quite awesome when you can sing a song in your head and type the lyrics out word by word, and when that song expresses how you feel exactly at that moment (:
Saturday, November 7, 2009
woohoo. i am a chiongster fan today. supposed to meet clarice at 6am but woke up a little late. so we reached causeway point at 7 instead. queued for 6 hours plus just for that 20s on stage to see them :( and this year somehow they didnt allow people to shake hands with them i dont know why! angry.. sigh. cant wait for the next S.H.E concert!
i've never been so close to the stage in an autograph session :D
an early and tired morning
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overcrowded causeway point. haha
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so after that, went down to IMM for Jam's session. i was damn shocked when i reached there. the session starts at 7pm and when we reached at 5pm we managed to get to the first row! like omg omg omg damn happy. hahaha. got to see him so clearly :D AND SHOOK HIS HANDS :D his grip was really tight, happy happy! hahahaha. damn high man.
i've never been so close to the stage in an autograph session :D
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JAM JAM :D
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and im seriously damn damn tired now already. still got auditions tomorrow. honestly really scared. cant stop worrying about it today. pray everything will go well.
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some pictures from hit award! (:
and oh my she's damn damn cute. love zhang yun jing! :D lala's voice awesome!
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MLB (: superband's first champion. support local music! nic! :D
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Jam again! :D:D:D
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mayday :)
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and of course, S.H.E ftw! love them ttm. concert soon please! :D
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singapore hit award 2009 :D
Friday, November 6, 2009
okay havent been blogging for a long time. no mood to blog :( haha
and this week was like damn slack. lessons dont feel like lessons at all. monday helped out at pasir ris crest sec for the music fiesta. and the students there seriously damn lucky. 6 BIG music rooms with guitars, keyboards, drums, piano and what not, and they have A MAC LAB. which secondary school provides that?! hahaha. so awesome can. tuesday went to school for DVPT, then followed zaki to see guitars with daniel. wed met clarice finally! spent alot on food again T_T haha. yesterday world day. helped out in rehearsal. and today! JIN QU JIANG! :D hope its gonna be awesome! hahaha. gonna see many many good singers! hehehe
and chiongster weekend coming up. S.H.E and Jam's autograph session tomorrow. i love going for them once in a while, fun! and memories of the past.. (: hahaha. then sunday got audition which i dont know details at all, screwed up sia -.-
alright gotta go! :D
and this week was like damn slack. lessons dont feel like lessons at all. monday helped out at pasir ris crest sec for the music fiesta. and the students there seriously damn lucky. 6 BIG music rooms with guitars, keyboards, drums, piano and what not, and they have A MAC LAB. which secondary school provides that?! hahaha. so awesome can. tuesday went to school for DVPT, then followed zaki to see guitars with daniel. wed met clarice finally! spent alot on food again T_T haha. yesterday world day. helped out in rehearsal. and today! JIN QU JIANG! :D hope its gonna be awesome! hahaha. gonna see many many good singers! hehehe
and chiongster weekend coming up. S.H.E and Jam's autograph session tomorrow. i love going for them once in a while, fun! and memories of the past.. (: hahaha. then sunday got audition which i dont know details at all, screwed up sia -.-
alright gotta go! :D
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