gosh, im freaking tired today. havent been waking up before the sun fully rises for a damn long time(considering thats 7am) so im not quite used to it. then went swimming in the evening, which made me even more tired now, physically and mentally.

assignments, projects and all are piling up already on the first week of school. thats midi, music theory, performance, remt, and to a certain extent, gems. lots of them can wait, okay actually not really, except performance thats next week. quite excited though :D pretty interesting seeing everyone perform! haha. but i havent chose a piece to play, and quite scared :O grr. first time performing solo on a clarinet! whee :D hope it goes well. hahah

argh im damn tired everyday after reaching home, that i dont have energy and mood to do the things im supposed to do. and during breaks in school, i complain got no mood. i seriously need to do something about this. grr.