hahaha okay time flies. one week has passed and now its just TWENTY THREE HOURS TO HARBIN! hahaha. or being at the airport to be exact. hahaha. and im still irritated by the fact that i cant blog properly. thats why i blog so seldom now.. hahahaha.

right this whole week was alot of like practicing for performance and doing last minute shopping and all. took the flu jab on monday, which seemed like there's no point because the nurse said it takes 2 weeks to immune the body. hahaha. then went to do hair on wednesday, which makes up to spending 160 bucks on my hair this month, out of which the 40 bucks haircut didnt look any different :( hahaha. then majorrr shopping with clarice on thursday, and karaoke yesterday with KAY after damn long. hahaha. i think i spent more than 200 bucks this whole week T_T argh.

performance today was.. not toooo bad, but not the best. hahah. thanks geok and azh for coming! :D right and now is last minute packing for tomorrow. hahahaha. probably the next time i blog i'll be there in the hostel already! hahahaha. blogger please be my friend there (: haha

oh my and i realised we're halfway in our DMAT journey and its just one and a half years left. time seriously flies. it didnt feel like it was so long ago when we just met. things changed, moved on and here we are today, already having ideas for year3 stuff like POD and cover song. haha. and its just 7 days to china! woohoo. hahah.

really gotta say this. if my life was a story, DMAT is a brand new chapter, and an interesting one. i cant imagine how i'd be if i didnt make it here and ended up in some JC, i think i will be totally screwed up because im not gonna go anywhere with my lousy grades because i cant study. although im still unsure about my future now and im reluctant to think about it, but at least i know this is what i want to keep doing and its gonna be stuff related to DMAT. i know im not doing really well, but im really satisfied with my own improvement that probably only me myself will know. im improving really really slowly, but i can safely say im of a higher level now than 2 years ago (: hahaha.

oh wells, i hope i can keep this passion going, and strong (:

where was that gap? i dont see any!

haha, where the birthday boys wonder: "why are these people celebrating for me when i only know them for two months!"

these people are disgusting (: and marked the start of a whole year of celebrations for the rest too (:

a supposed course outing at sentosa, small number but turned out fun too (:

after milk run, all drained but still smiling wide :D

a trip to mediacorp. haha look at da ge -.- its so not something he'd do last year, with us as a bunch of retards :P hahaha

AWW. memories!

hahah finally my mood to watch drama is back! seriously totally didnt have any mood to watch like for the past dunno how many weeks. yay im happy again (:

haha and i say again is not i purposely want to hide but i cant freakingg change the colour of the words because blogger gives me problems almost everytime on Windows! haha so please highlight and read okay :p hehe

and midi assgn2 is about doing for the sake of reaching the 3 minutes, and i dont even know what im adding and why im adding it -.- really damn rubbish until i cant even be bothered to listen to it again. damn pek chek. 

and when can people start learning to be on time? i cant say im not guilty of being late but really 90% of the times i'll have to wait. (im not referring to anyone specifically, just generally) 

oh my tian im so tired. my midi assgn6 only got 1 minute. will i die? but really if my motive is just about 4 bar long, isnt it supposed to be around that length? grr. damn scared. after tomorrow we'll all be free! ehh if we ignore performnce lah. haha. but the thing is, im left with 3/4 of midi assgn2, not done with report and i havent finished studying for theory test! but i really bueh tahan already gonna do all these shit tomorrow.

this saturday is cancelled :( expected luh, but kinda disappointed. if i knew earlier probably i could have used this whole afternoon to finish my midi. not that i dont want practice but ya still got all the chionging :( argh.

okay and its 9 more days to china! and im gonna sleep. tomorrow jialat already. grr

haha like what azh said my blog is dying! but nevermind i blog for myself to read :P haha. today damn boring, did nothing much in performance class. oh well, as usual. hahaha

okay im waiting for laoshi's sms now. hope it will be on this saturday! looking forward to it already. hahaha. and i cant wait to see the end product of our video. will be done by end of today. veeeeeee :D hahaha. 

and guess what, it really works. just think that you are happy and you will be. mentality is really important. so, BE HAPPY FRIENDS! (:

okay blogger is being irritating. 90% of the times giving me problems. lucky this time never (: haha. so after a week of chionging, it was full of fun and laughter today. went out of the house with a stinky mood and emo weather, met clarice at plaza and walked around trying to get ideas for gifts. then to marina and finally got carebears with roses for them (: then guitar lesson.

then back to meet clarice again to try and find a place to eat, wanted to try Astons but the queue was awesomely long. hahah. so went to nihon mura instead. the others came and ya dinner. talked about many shit and like things more than 6 years ago. hahaha. and oh my, sitting with a whole table of attached people. zai loh. win already. hahaha. cam whored as usual, PHOTOS PLEASE CLARICE! hahaha. was a good gathering :D

at least this makes me forget about the stupid situation im in now. i seem to be magnifying it but thats just me.

i think what she said is right. let a clique remain as a clique. if a clique is made to work together, conflicts are bound to occur. and then guess what's the next thing that will happen to the clique? haha. have fun. know your perfect distance with everything.

finished mixing my drum tracks today (: nothing great but at least completed. hahaha. half done with violin and gonna spend more time on the vocals. but mixing gives me headache :( argh. and i just cant stop thinking about work and getting kan cheong over it. teach me how to handle stress better please? sigh. 

is china coming soon? lets count down. 20 days! :D hahaha. i hope it'll turn out well. please let the three weeks be fun and enjoyable and happy and crazy and nothing bad! 

oh oh, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY (: and HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEITH! hahaha

haha. hanging out for 14 hours is a rare thing. and when i say hanging out i mean like not school but really out for the entire day. hahah. supposed to only go renew passport and like kinda help out in filming for them, but we seem to have had a day tour around singapore. hahaha. not exactly but ya.

met zaki at cck at 830, and went to Lavender to meet jon and seowhung to renew our passports. horrified to know that it costs 70 bucks T_T hahah. then after filling up the form and all that, went for breakfast at some coffee shop in the area. left the place at 11 plus and suppose to go to zaki's place. but on the train when reaching Gombak, we randomly decided to alight and walk to xiao guilin. hahaha. chilled there till like 1 plus and went to Gombak to have ice cream. then finally reached zaki's house at 2 plus. started filming and all that, then had pizza (: then finished and left his house at 4 plus and took a bus to jurong point. walked and shopped around until 6, and then took a bus from there to chinese garden. took 154 and didnt know where to alight, so we overshot by damn alot and ended up in clementi, so took the other side back and got there after 1.5 hours. grr. hahaha. then end up go there and scare ourselves because it was so damn dark there. decided its not a good place to chill, and so went to mrt staton and sat there to chill and talk rubbish from like about 8 to 1030. which ended the freakinggg long day. hahah

okay actually im just typing for myself to feel shiok only. haha. 14 hours of mostly chilling and talking, is really quite cool (:

i would think today is the best day of this week :D or at least for the five days that passed. at least i didnt feel shitty at all today, like i did for the past four days. probably because today was damn busy. hahah. but i didnt attend lessons at all :p

recording for shuyue this morning, so missed DVPT. then filming this afternoon, so missed theory. haha. filming today didnt go well like what we planned, but was fine. haha. i need to have more chances of doing such stuff, damn fun. hahah. and SHUYUE WAS AWESOME. she had that acting talent in her, seriously. so..

HI LEAD ACTRESS FOR MY FUTURE VIDEOS :D
the BAND rocked too (:

haha. okay now it's time i cut my ugly hair. hahaha but i guess i wont until the possibly busiest week is over:

monday-filming [its not gonna be a holiday :( ]

tuesday-mixing/editing?, vox lesson

wednesday-filming? midi test! gems test! fuggg T_T

thursday-REMT SONG PRESENTATION!!!! argh

friday-DVPT PRESENTATION!!! BAHHHH

thats how crazy next week is gonna be. like TEE DOT TEE. omg i wanna cry now thinking of all that shit. goodluck dmats (:

oh my goodness she's so freaking cute, and also HAWT to some extent :D can go crazy over her. and yes she's a girl. hahaha. she's ZHANG YUN JING, 张芸京 (: 

my mood swing is getting really terrible. the drastic change in my emotions is kinda beyond what i can handle. im sorry to those that got affected by my temper.

what exactly is the cause of my mood swing? i seriously don't know. can't figure the reason.

shit man, i'm seriously getting damn pissed with gems. why must gems be so serious? argh. i got so freaking sick and tired of compiling all these shit. but no im not gonna let gems pull down my GPA, thats very dumb. im damn happy i dont have to take gem next sem :D hahaha. this will mean that i have lonely gem life since i took both alone :( haha. oh wells.

bahhhh.