Seems like the month of July and March are my blogging periods of the year, based on my previous posts hahahaha. But anyway.
I think it's time to pen down a new journey in my life, working full time, that is. I've been officially enrolled as an MOE teacher. For short, for long, I have no idea yet.
It's my third month in the job and I'm still having second thoughts about the contract. To be honest, I've done nothing musically enriching during this three months and I feel crappy about it. Everyone around me tells me that I'm in a great job, ending work before everyone else does (although I start earlier than everyone else too), that since I'm a music teacher I have no marking load unlike the other subject teachers, that I'm getting a stable income, etc. Well, I can say all the above are true for my case now as an untrained teacher, but it somehow doesn't make me happy since I'm constantly feeling empty inside. I have to consistently remind myself that I'm in a great job and trust me that ain't easy, since I'm not that positive to start with hmmmm.
Yet I know, that I'll probably have complaints about any other jobs, because that's how Life is, and we just have to deal with it. I guess the BIGGER question is, what do I want to do in life? What makes me happy? What am I made to do? I think we all face this quarter-life crisis, and just wished we were a kid again.
Now I am looking forward to being in NIE, for I truly miss being a student. Sigh. Let's see where the next blog post will take me.
