Yup I've not been blogging the entire year haha.
So 2012 is ending, and as planned at the beginning of the year, yes I'm currently in Lasalle doing a BA(Hons) in Music Composition.
This year has been rather productive I feel. Managed to save up some money while working first part of the year, and also got back on the track of studying music. But then another question at the back of my head now is: What do I do after 3 years?
Well it clearly seems that Performing for me is now a passion, maybe also to earn some cash while studying, but it's not gonna work out as a lifelong career for me. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE performing. But it seems after banging at that for the past 5 years, it's getting nowhere. So then, what is it I can do?
I'm looking at a long term goal, and this has been on my mind for a few weeks. This is a goal to leave this country and start fresh somewhere, in a brand new place. I don't dislike this country, maybe just the mentality of "the grass is greener on the other side" haha. Maybe there I can fulfill one of my dreams of starting a music cafe+music school, then have a nice cosy house which costs half the price of the HDB flat that I live in now, drive a car of my choice without having the financial burden of a certificate... Everything seems so perfect. But yes I know it's not easy. And this long term goal is currently aimed at 10 years later. So till then, I'll have to equip myself with the necessary skills and ensure I'm financially stable.
Maybe one day my goal will change, only God knows. Whatever it may be, for now I just need Focus, on doing what I'm supposed to do. Then I believe it'll all work out fine (:
