4th day of the holiday is over. i need to freakinggg complete yu lian. supposed to like only have a simple arrangement for the demo to submit in, but i ended up doing all kinds of shit and adding more and more stuff. now things become more complicated and i need to spend even more time. argh ):

this holiday is really not the time that we can have the mentality that, oh its the holidays. in fact i think it's gonna be more busy than school itself. because there's just too many things that need to be done by like too soon.

sometimes i feel so bitchy. being angry at the slightest things. is like can't you learn to be more understanding? the world doesnt revolve around you. you're not the greatest person on Earth. oh and, i dont need a reason for saying this, you know what i mean.