its probably just another ordinary school day. haha. JAE duty was damn slack today, not a single person came to us. hahah. music theory presentation was screwed. i totally dont know what i was talking about, brain like got so blocked. think i missed out alot of points, because i didnt do out a powerpoint. so i couldnt really rmb what i wanted to say.

now quite worried for our cny show. we're not even prepared yet, and like gonna sing at least 20 songs in 2 weeks time? hurh. hahah. but oh wells. what to do. haha. jiayou bahhh.

and now im wondering if i should go ahead to do it. will i end up getting nothing but disappointment? its as if i could touch you but you're almost unreachable. i've lost the determination to be persistent over the years. because what's the point of doing so much, when you really get nothing in return. i aint that great. this could be hard, really.