today started with me feeling quite panicky. the whole keyboard lesson i just couldnt concentrate. probably i was feeling guilty. dunno why im feeling guilty, but it somehow seem we all have a part to play to support each other, especially the closer ones around us. yet i was helpless knowing he's unhappy. i believe that breakdown was after a too piled up emotions these days. im sorry i wasnt of any help. then music theory lesson, the mood became better. i was the last to choose my composer in theory class, so i decided to be special and choose a renaissance composer. which i totally regret now because william byrd is not easy to do. sigh. haha. but had loads of fun laughing at the lyrics of the songs, and dingchao specially picked on those song with weird lyrics. and we all started speaking like we were singing. in technical terms, speaking using head voice with a high pitch. hahaha.

lunch brought the normal him back. at least the guy which we knew. i tried my hardest to communicate more with him. to show him that he's not alone. yupyup, then math was totally slack time for me today, coz i didnt do my work and i will only check the ans after i've completed it. haha. so math was talking with DAUGHTER, and playing games with DC. haha.

then the recording finally came. hmm. its an experienc i wouldnt like to elaborate any further. sorry houston because we didnt manage to video it down! yup. finally, one less burden. :D felt totally relaxed after it (: this photo marks the end of recording. haha

get used to it my friend, DMAT is always there for you. its whether u want to open your heart to allow us to get in (: it isnt easy to mix with a whole bunch a girls i know. so we'll mix in bigger groups with more guys in future (: jiayou!

DMAT, im loving it. <3