Severe moodswing. Zzzzzzz

I can't do anything about it.

I tried my best. It's a change even I can't bring myself to accept. We need to move on. No matter what, I'm gonna pull you along and you're not leaving. Unless... You choose to.

Breathe.

True friends. They wouldn't abandon you so easily, even if you made a mistake. They wouldn't turn their back against you, even if you made a wrong move. That's what they are. Decide for yourself, who's true, and who's not.

Listen to your heart, It speaks,

And You will Dare to Dream.

The worst enemy to creativity is self doubt.

The worst enemy to creativity is my own stupid brain :(

Hmm, not the best thing about having the same day but..

I'M SO DAMN HAPPY FOR YOU GROKZZZZ :D hehe

I've gotten the green light from my dad, I thought that was the last hurdle.

But there are so much more to worry about. I hate this fog. I need something more concrete. The worries are never-ending.

Hahah. So we extended our stay at KL for one more night, paid only about $40SGD more, quite worth it (:

And I'm glad we decided to drop by ICOM. The place is really small, 5 storeys high. But I kinda liked it. One of the floors had 30+ small practice rooms with just enough space for yourself and the teacher. Can really imagine people sitting in for hours practicing, quite cool (: hahah. They had a small recital hall, like that of Lasalle's, a recording studio that's pretty big, and a few classrooms with midi keyboards.

There's nothing fascinating about the place, but I was pretty comfortable there. And the two days in KL made me realize living there wasn't as bad as I thought, although I'll still have to step out of my comfort zone haha. And if I am able to go there with zhihui and geok, and later on probably ken and jonathan and some other guys, we can be chasers for our dreams together (: The plan itself sounds like a beautiful dream eh? :D

January 2012, if all goes well, with our parents and all, 3 of us will probably get there first. We've half a year to prepare. *fingers crossed*