today i'm still gonna admit, i'm a chinese pop fan. even though i ironically cant speak chinese properly :/

my compositions are starting to hit rock bottom.. or at least i feel that way. can't seem to break through to another level. getting comments like, "sounds very peixiu", which may be an individualistic thing but i see it more as a sign that it's time for a Change.

and i really need to throw all that unnecessary ego in me. it's a hinderance to my musical growth >:(