I tried my best to think positive, but I can't for now.

I'm upset at the fact that I can't churn out a nice melody, and worse still, am bad at words(lyrics in this context).

The stuff I produce, I would think they are not unpleasant to the ears, but they don't contain the X-factor that makes it amazing, special, or even... memorable.

Seems like I'm not cut out to be a songwriter. Not the best performer, not the best arranger. What's left for me?

The sight of you gets me angsty. So i was right from the start.