sigh i've been thinking about it recently, too much. and i seemed to have realised that it's a stable job that i really need after graduation, or rather, to have a stable income.

but no im surely not going for a 9-to-5 and get stuck in the office for the entire day kinda thing. but nothing that i like to do can pay me a stable income.

ahhh. daddy should be retiring but he's not, mom's not working. i need a proper job. i know nothing else but music and i still suck at it. wtf am i gonna do. can i continue to live in denial and think that everything's gonna be fine, and that there's still a long way to go?

7 months left.