- i want to live in a two-storey apartment with azh and geok. doesn't matter whether we rent or buy it. im hoping it can be like a glass house, but curtains are a must otherwise it'll be an oven. haha. on the first storey, i want three rooms, one for each of us, and yes must have individual rooms. haha. and also a kitchen, as well as the living room with lots of beanbags and a pretty couch. on the second storey, i want it to become a jam zone, with fully-carpeted ground and soundproof walls. then fill it with a grand piano, guitars, keyboards, drumset, microphones, all that effects stuff and yeah, beanbags too!
- i want to have a dog, something like Bouncy's breed will be good (: i want to talk to him like he understands it all. i want to share all my emotions with him, happy or sad, angry or disappointed. i want to know that he'll always be by my side and never will run away from me. i will take good care of him, i promise.
- i want a car. for now, it'll be the Volkswagen New Beetle Cabriolet. it's damn cute and chio. hahaha. i want to drive it and take my dog out to the beach for a walk, like as if it's Bintan or something.
- finally, i want to run a business, with geok and azh. a music café probably? like we discussed. or a music school, thats what i've always wanted to do. hmm, whichever it may be, i want to put the fullest into this business. even though it's likely to be a sub-career for all of us, and we probably won't be the ones tending the shop at all, but our hearts will be there.
yeahh. then of course, there's the dreams for career as well. but that's another thing altogether. oh wells. hahaha. but Berklee, Musician's Institute, Keele; all of that seem even harder to achieve.
hahaha okok, enough of day-dreaming. back to midi. i cant wait for tomorrow to end. but it seems sooo far away dammit.