today was a good day (: laoshi's talk about how many people dont know what they want in life. they study for the sake of cert, they work for the sake of money, they neglect what they really like to do, they dont enjoy what they're exactly doing. then i realised how lucky we are, to have a goal and a direction in life. im fucking proud of that (:

and besides that, auditions yesterday was so-so only. cannot be complacent next time :/ hahaha. im really excited for the next practice alreadyyyy, but gotta wait till sat because everyone's busy :( haha. hope this entirely new idea works out perfectly for us! :D

oh and, dont tell yourself you dont wanna fail, tell yourself you will succeed. look at how two sentences of the same meaning can have totally different impact :D