it's time for a break guys.

nothing else but work for the next three weeks at least.

and in need of some shopping for cny, eemeiping!

i am fucking scared for tomorrow. we're gonna make it through right? sigh i hate my mind for being so competitive dammit. we're just gonna do our very very very best, and hope it's gonna be awesome.

FIVE MILES, WE CAN DO THIS. JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!

just because im so different, i guess im all alone. HAHA emo nemo. but so true. 

hahaha just realised alot of assignments are gonna due soon, and even sooner than we thought it would. and this saturday is coming, coming, coming. oh myyyy. jiayou :D

Dear friends,

Lets try our best to find joy in life alright. We cannot control emotions, but we can control our mentality, it's how we choose to think of things. Mentality can affect us even more than you realise.

Here's the keyword, stay POSITIVE.

cheers!

well im a little pissed by things around me recently. things that doesnt directly concern me but mean something to me so im affected. 

firstly i tend to feel the angst whenever people start getting worked up while talking to me. i mean, i think its normal for everyone to be that way. hmm then i'll kinda neglect how they feel and start stating facts, which isn't probably the best thing to do at all especially when they're like fuming. but when their tone becomes kinda rude, i become uncontrollable too. but well im sorry if you feel like im not on your side okay, and i understand people need channels to release their suppressions and the tone changes, so i'll try my best to accept that, i will. haha

secondly, hmm okay its something i dont want to get too emotional about. simply because i dont have to, and dont have the right to. hahaha. so scrap that. 

semi finals in a week's time. i pray hard it'll all go well! Five Miles must JIAYOU :D haha. and performance assessment next week too. ooooh scary :/ 

today was a good day (: laoshi's talk about how many people dont know what they want in life. they study for the sake of cert, they work for the sake of money, they neglect what they really like to do, they dont enjoy what they're exactly doing. then i realised how lucky we are, to have a goal and a direction in life. im fucking proud of that (:

and besides that, auditions yesterday was so-so only. cannot be complacent next time :/ hahaha. im really excited for the next practice alreadyyyy, but gotta wait till sat because everyone's busy :( haha. hope this entirely new idea works out perfectly for us! :D

oh and, dont tell yourself you dont wanna fail, tell yourself you will succeed. look at how two sentences of the same meaning can have totally different impact :D

its friday again, finally. these two weeks was really long, but it passed damn quickly. hahah contradicting. havent been in the best of moods though. little things happening around me seem to upset me quite easily :( cant find reason for that though. hahaha

just realised last week of school's chinese new year week, which means CNY will be damn chiong. dieeeee. but yeah this coming holiday is gonna be the last holiday, before the crazy year3 starts. haha. 

im amused by the indian version of 12 days of christmas :D:D hahaha. and leon's crazy talking to himself pretending like 2 people, IN CLASS. hahahahahaha

back from AKA Acapella (: the show was goooooood. hahaha. loved Vocaluptuous and Key Elements! hahaha. loved seeing laoshi perform too! but i guess he doesnt know we were there. hahaha. gave me alot of ideas throughout the concert as well, including what i can do for POD :p alright i've been having too many ideas for POD. hahaha

Acapella. seems like quite an awesome route to take. haha