look at me
you may think you see who i really am
but you'll never know me
everyday
it's as if i play a part

now i see
if i wear a mask i can fool the world
but i cannot fool my heart

who is that girl i see
staring straight back at me
when will my reflection show
who i am inside

i am now
in a world where i have to hide my heart
and what i believe in

but somehow
i will show the world what's inside my heart
and be loved for who i am

who is that girl i see
staring straight back at me
why is my reflection someone i dont know

must i pretend that i'm someone else for all time
when will my reflection show
who i am inside

there's a heart that must be free to fly
that burns with a need to know the reason why

why must we all conceal
what we think
how we feel
must there be a secret me
i'm forced to hide
i wont pretend that im someone else
for all time
when will my reflection show
who i am inside

i fell in love with this song when i watch Mulan years back and i was so young then. totally love the lyrics. as in for this Christina Aguilera version one.

from tomorrow onwards, im gonna try my best, to be who i truly am. i want to find back my true self. dont wanna do things i dont usually do, say things i dont usually say, and act like someone that im not. its not gonna be easy because reality is cruel. but i'll try. im sick and tired of acting like another person just to favour people. i unknowingly became like that some time early this year or last year.. and only found out recently. sad to know but yeah :(

p.s. its really quite awesome when you can sing a song in your head and type the lyrics out word by word, and when that song expresses how you feel exactly at that moment (: