after 20 days, back in singapore!
this trip is seriously one with a lot of mixed feelings. say long not long, say short also really not that short. but its really the longest time i left home... went there, felt uncomfortable due to the dusty and not so clean place, eventually got used to it and settled down, blah, all that happened in only three weeks.
through this trip i fully understood the meaning of "在家靠父母，出外靠朋友". i had no one to depend on but my friends when i was there. okay maybe teachers too but ya. haha. i had to be so fugging suay to fall sick after having that 烤冷面 that night, which was something i dont even eat usually, but i fell sick the first time i bought and ate it :( now im having phobia, hearing the name alone makes me wanna puke :/
the night after that was really bad. it was 230am and my teachers had to call for help to open up the hostel gates to get me out, it was raining and the weather was cold and windy. there were problems trying to call for cab because all their supposed "24-hour" taxis are there without drivers -.- and it was the first time im staying in a hospital and had to drip, and you wouldnt imagine the condition of the hospital. smoking, spitting, ugly sight of their "wards" that are actually just beds lying around the corridors and patients all sleep on them. all that probably worsened my condition. luckily Dr tan and Glow were there with me.. and Dr tan even stayed with me through the night while i did my drip (:
the next few days was also horrible for me. couldnt go out and like have fun, because the pain was like on and off. i had no medication given by the doctors, and i didnt dare to take any pills that others gave me because i dont even know what was the exact problem with me -.- eventually Dr tan said she suspect its mild food poisoning and constipation at the same time, which contradicts and makes things worse -.- haha.
but i really need to thank my friends. shuyue, cladys, doreen, wendy, jasmine, elliot, dingchao, vincent, keith, chris, and all the others who were concerned (: if it wasnt for you guys, i cannot imagine how tough things would be like for me.. carrying the luggages from one place to another, esp when boarding the planes at both harbin and shanghai.. and the emotional support. haha. also gotta thank Dr tan and Glow, always asking me how im feeling to make sure im okay (: haha
through this trip, i've seen true colours of people, i've seen the other side of people. bad and good, it will stay as memories. now that we're back in singapore, its time to face reality again! haha.
photos and more about the trip will in updated in peixiu15.livejournal.com (:
