hahaha. yesterday was a long day. so not used to being out the whole day already, so really damn tired. haha. met clarice for breakfast at supposedly 8, haha, then went to buy ingredients for our cakes. haha. then coz too lazy, took a cab from plaza to her house, for like $3.40 :p hahah. then started to do our cakes, she was making her oreo cheesecake and me with my brownies. the whole thing took too long i dont know why, in the end i was late to meet JAYSZ :( haha

went nihon mura! haha. then after that, supposed to surprise surprise the birthday girls. so we kept saying want to go city hall/esplanade area. then i suddenly said something: "eh that night i dreamt of jon, then dream that the flyer flood..hahaha" then zaki took the chance and said: "ehhh lets go flyer lahh we never go there before!" hahahaha. nice. so we walked all the way to the flyer. chiong chiong chiong-ed cause we were almost late :p and tah dahhhhh. SINGAPORE FLYER (:


this photo is wehhhhh pretty (: love the view behind!

but jon's pose damn ah pek ehh :p haha

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haha. damn sad things didnt go as planned, i still had lesson last night, which was supposed to be cancelled. so after flyer, went for lesson while the others went for tau huay. haha. lesson also quite shiok. how i wish we can either extend our lesson time or have twice a week :( an hour once a week is really insufficient :( hahaha

oh and i damnn there's still the RMB(china currency) syndrome thing in me. still spending money like as though its RMB. hahah. taking cabs everywhere i go, and spending money without much thought :/ hahaha. oh wells.

as for today, didnt join geok for kath's birthday at WWW. still dont feel well enough to take the rides :( so im staying at home and rest. haha. gonna make potato salad tonight for tomorrow's picnic!

and i love how things are going now, really (: going out with friends enjoying myself, and putting in the effort in getting closer to our goal.. no where near yet, but i love how hard we're trying to work on that :D i believe we're full of motivation and drive now.

hahah yay finally im feeling better and out of the house and to have fun :D okay actually is not exactly to have fun luh but i enjoyed today pretty much! had rocher tau huay for lunch, then chilled and discussed about stuff before going to hark for practice. haha.

practice was soo productive today, shiok :D haha. finished arranging one song in about 1.5 hours (: then went through the others as well. a damn hardcore 2.5 hours spent today. hahah. maybe because too long never practice, so alot of motivation and drive. haha.

okay im really wondering, how can tau huay for lunch, and mashed potato+corn soup+pineapple pie for dinner make me full the whole day?? there's really something wrong with my appetite :( sigh. haha. meeting clarice tomorrow! then JAYSZ (: whee!




"you want to hold that jiao(叫)?" died laughing. best joke of the day. HAHA

DMAT picnic on 1st october! they're discussing about it now on mass convo. im excited already just by looking at the discussion! please let me recover in the shortest time possible, i dont want to miss the outing :(

really need to catch up with the others too. i've had enough of staying home and staring at this screen. grr.

ohmy ohmy, FMSL.

sucks to be staying at home all day and for three consecutive days now :( and im like sleeping more than 15 hours a day on average, probably because im on medication so im like drowsy half the time. really wasting my life away :(

outings outings outings. food food food. when can i enjoy them again? bahhhh

CRAVINGS CRAVINGS CRAVINGS!

chicken rice, starbucks, caramel waffles, nihon mura, SEAWEED SHAKER FRIES and BUBBLE TEA! i'm craving for all these things now but i cant fugging eat any of them :( i have a damn sad life.. sigh T_T

after 20 days, back in singapore!

this trip is seriously one with a lot of mixed feelings. say long not long, say short also really not that short. but its really the longest time i left home... went there, felt uncomfortable due to the dusty and not so clean place, eventually got used to it and settled down, blah, all that happened in only three weeks.

through this trip i fully understood the meaning of "在家靠父母，出外靠朋友". i had no one to depend on but my friends when i was there. okay maybe teachers too but ya. haha. i had to be so fugging suay to fall sick after having that 烤冷面 that night, which was something i dont even eat usually, but i fell sick the first time i bought and ate it :( now im having phobia, hearing the name alone makes me wanna puke :/

the night after that was really bad. it was 230am and my teachers had to call for help to open up the hostel gates to get me out, it was raining and the weather was cold and windy. there were problems trying to call for cab because all their supposed "24-hour" taxis are there without drivers -.- and it was the first time im staying in a hospital and had to drip, and you wouldnt imagine the condition of the hospital. smoking, spitting, ugly sight of their "wards" that are actually just beds lying around the corridors and patients all sleep on them. all that probably worsened my condition. luckily Dr tan and Glow were there with me.. and Dr tan even stayed with me through the night while i did my drip (:

the next few days was also horrible for me. couldnt go out and like have fun, because the pain was like on and off. i had no medication given by the doctors, and i didnt dare to take any pills that others gave me because i dont even know what was the exact problem with me -.- eventually Dr tan said she suspect its mild food poisoning and constipation at the same time, which contradicts and makes things worse -.- haha.

but i really need to thank my friends. shuyue, cladys, doreen, wendy, jasmine, elliot, dingchao, vincent, keith, chris, and all the others who were concerned (: if it wasnt for you guys, i cannot imagine how tough things would be like for me.. carrying the luggages from one place to another, esp when boarding the planes at both harbin and shanghai.. and the emotional support. haha. also gotta thank Dr tan and Glow, always asking me how im feeling to make sure im okay (: haha

through this trip, i've seen true colours of people, i've seen the other side of people. bad and good, it will stay as memories. now that we're back in singapore, its time to face reality again! haha.

photos and more about the trip will in updated in peixiu15.livejournal.com (:

i want to go home now. 

okay hey people, i've created a new blog for like the Harbin trip! haha.

peixiu15.livejournal.com