and peixiu the idiot just spent a bomb on game machines. or whatever you'd call it. haha. sighs. let me think. i think i spent.. close to 20? or probably already 20 bucks just to try to win the mini elmos, cookie monsters and big birds. and to kiap that eeyore up. in the end, the three of us in total only won 5 mini toys from that stupidddd game machine T_T i took one of them, the big bird :D haha. and after spending like i think 10 bucks or so, jon managed to help me kiap a tigger instead of the eeyore. but good enough, cute too! thanks! :D hehe. omgggg. there goes my 20 bucks...... cries. then ben and jerry was also too ex for my wallet to take it. ehh. haha. SIGH.

the mini cookie monster and big birds which costed too much ):
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and the tigger which made us go insane while trying to catch it. thanks jon (: haha.
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from right to left: cute eeyore, distorted eeyore, mutated eeyore :P
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and suddenly i just realised, im really putting in alot of time and effort to do what i have passion for. which can be summed up in a word, music. haha. vox and guitar lessons, ADC, apprenticeship for noise, and an upcoming compt by CHC, even dmat itself. everything is gotta do with MUSIC. oh wells, im enjoying it :D hehe.
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well, people often tell you that appearance doesnt matter, that it ain't that important. but in reality, how true can that get? probably God is the only person that can treat all people equally regardless of their looks. because everyone else besides Him will judge. even if they dont express it out, but they will judge inside their hearts. i dont hate myself for who i am, but just wondering why am i who i am. its an obstacle to get what im reaching for. at this point, yes it really is.