and woots.. today i drew 70 bucks out of my bank, and all gone right now :/ SIANNNNN. so im not gonna go out tm except and only for the concert. haha. kinda freaky, sitting with mrs soh :P haha. so how did i spend my money today?? hmmm

okayy. so the day started with meeting at the station at 2, and this time round we were all supposed to be on time. but the latest reached at 245. merry christmas. hahha. then we walked to wheelock for sakae buffet. was quite shiok to be able to eat without thinking how many plates we ate. haha. but i died after about an hour or so. haha. then felt like sleeping after that :P yeahhh. that was 25 bucks gone, including another 15 for jon. 40 bucks bye bye. okay then after that went to paradiz ARCADE again T_T but today got improvement, i only spent 3 bucks. hehe. then ya lent 20 bucks to zhihui and thats about it. moneyyyyy notttt enoughhhhhh T_T haha. yup yup. anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO REBECCA AND CHULIEN!! its past 12 now so its your birthdays today (: haha.

now im afraid of being alone, because i will always feel empty once you leave.

when you walk away
i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now?