just realised today seem to be a good day. everything went well :D

first was presenting for midi. actually that was damn suay like seriously. out of everyone i kena. haha. but the i was QUITE complimented by people around for that 1:30 piece i created. thanks milli and zaki :D gave me that confidence boost. hahah. oh then it was performance. things turned out much better than i expected. although not like how we planned, but it went well and smooth. haha. complimented by spicer! (at least i thought it was a compliment :p ) haha.

then vocal lesson. songs that we presented to laoshi were done pretty well. esp 我不是你想象那么勇敢. the piano part i felt i did it emo enough :D and azh and geok's vocals were :D hahaha. power sia. kay kay kay, chiong chiong chiong! (:

haha its rare that school ended so early yesterday. but everyone had like something on so it was only left with wendy, shuyue and me in the end. didnt know what to do, wanted to watch movie. but i wasnt willing to spend 8 bucks on wolverine. so didnt watch. in the end went to bugis, and this new place, iluma. walked around, then went to eat apple strudel! supposed to eat with milli they all but they not free ): so yeah. hahah. then went to play arcade and blah. so at the end was too tired and decided to go home. didnt want to take 960 from bugis coz it'll be so crowded. so took train to city hall to change bus. in the end took 171 which took me 1.5 hours to get home =.= grr. hahaha. still havent got mother's day gift. damn.

took photos for dvpt. photos!

at the rooftop taking pictures!

it ain't good being injured ): hahaha

what tim considered as our best picture. i didnt take it though :p haha

bird's eye view over dover (:

whee. retarded people with my retarded idea to go to guys' toilet :p hahaha

DORAEMON! :D

APPLE STRUDEL! :D

hahah its been long since i uploaded pictures. whee (:

am in fc5 rotting now. supposed to be doing music theory research, but apparently i have absolutely no mood. yeahh, and here i'm again talking about mood. i'm too spoilt. i do things as and when i wish to, and don't do just because i simply don't feel like it. i've been like that since young. i get almost everything i want. but never knew how to treasure. until recently when i found out how insecured i am. life is something so frail. start learning to treasure before you regret when you lose people around you. 

and i hesistated to walk out of the house all in black. and when i did, something bad really happened, as i predicted -.- suay. 

and i hate rehearsal/practice sessions with no slightest improvement; those are as good as redundant.


im not angry at anyone in particular. if there has to be, it can only be me myself. sighs.


okay and i came home early wanting to complete more work, but i ended up napping till now. which leaves me with not much time and mood to do work. grr.

play music because you enjoy it. if you're struggling to feel enjoyment, think twice about whether to continue doing it.

and so the long weekend is coming to an end. hahah. did nothing productive in particular. grrr. went to ride my new bike this morning. cycled around the park, then went to buy breakfast. hahah. quite troublesome though. gotta avoid the people walking and then carry my breakfast while cycling because i dont have a basket -.- hahah.

work's piling up. i only have freaking 1:45 mins for midi now. i think this is quite hard for me, like using so much brain juice to think of what to add. but others can just keep doing and doing, like i think zaki even got 9 mins?? omgg. hahah. oh and music theory test..screwed luh. sigh. hahaha. ohhhhh and guess what? its MAY now! :DD hahahah.




and i still remember,
happy birthday,
in advance.