yup, no matter where i go and what i do, i won't fit in nicely and comfortably. nope it's not the world's fault, it's just me.

welcome to my life (:

and i guess this is karma.

feels like cock, so insecured.

back from hongkong means nothing else but work. :((((( and because i didnt touch work for a week it's totally hard to get back the momentum.

lets see what we have for next week

1. PAM Report, i totally forgot what exacty happened at the concert! :(
2. Lyric writing, i dont know how to write ahhhhhh
3. COVER SONG, how come i havent touched finale till now?!
4. Masterclasses, im really looking forward to this, but it means no time to do work during lessons or studio!
5. CMCC AP. practices, rehearsals, and then the performance. hoping it's not gonna eat into any masterclass.

did i miss out anything? seems like there are some more things dued next week. bleah, i'm damn pissed right now at the situation i'm in.

yay! almost done with packing, leaving the rest to tmr morning (: i'm gonna try and get some sleep! tmr's gonna be a longgggg day. hahah

i hope i get to see my favourite hk male singer Eason to do a live performance for us, but yeah dont think it's gonna happen. hahahah. 买东西吃东西，买东西吃东西! haha okay not really luh. but woohoo cant wait! :D

alright, goodnight world! 3 hours of sleep and we'll be on our way! :D

hahahahah i am sooooo screwed up, TWOOOOOOOO more days to hongkong and im sooo dead because i'm not even 1/4 done with my damn cover song. im feeling darn stressed now.

tomorrow will be out the whole day again, will be back home like today feeling damn tired to do work because listening to the parts' gonna be damn draining. Saturday, guitar lesson in the morning, go home and pack luggage, out for dinner and get some last min stuff+change money, and will try and get some sleep before leaving home at 3:30AM for the airport.

will be gone for a week = almost no work done for a week. HAO LIDDAT HAO HAO! :(

today at bukit panjang plaza i was queuing up to buy food. then i thought the old man behind me was very anal by being picky about the sauces and asking for less salt and oil. i went back to my seat and a while later i saw that man coming back, and the food he bought was for his mother who was on a wheelchair and her hair was all white and her hands seemed like they were trembling... he carefully picked out what she couldnt eat and fed her the first spoon of noodles.

i was wrong about him being anal. even though he looks like he's in his 60s alr, his filial piety GMH.

hahah kinda makes me feel sad, kept staring at them while eating. oh wells. today has been quite unproductive. didnt do much work at all. grr. hahaha.

4 hours for 8 bars of guitar and piano. cover song izzz killing meeez.

im going into agaration mode D:

oh but exactly in a week at this time i'd be heading to the airport. woohooo!