i'm beginning to hate filming, like seriously. where did that enthusiasm and motivation go from last sem go to? now after every session i end up like zombie and like totally drained. and im totally not in a mood to do work now which is bad because i only have less than a week left.

and i love shushi! :D ate the most shiok Ichiban yesterday at AMK hub. the food there is like the freshest of all the branches! hahaha. and Ishi Mura is awwwwwhsum! hahah. i need a second time there soon. and third, fouth, fifth. hahaah.

yeepeixiuuuu, start work now or you'll be in hell the next few days.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

ain't in good condition. woke up with 2 red swelling eyes and runny nose, and my head feels damn heavy. feeling really lethargic too. and i cannot stop worrying about how im gonna finish ALL my work by the end of holidays dammit :( what a christmas. hahaha. argh

so christmas eve, same routine. Aunty Shirley's house for xmas party in the afternoon. then dinner with parents, and then went for midnight mass. by the time midnight mass ended was about 130am. so not wanting to pay midnight surcharge in a cab, we decided to walk to bukit panjang plaza for supper. haha. Mcspicy at 3am in the morning. EFF EHH TEE seriously :( and later on, going aunt's house for dinner. yupp thats for xmas this year.

2 steamboats for next week seems like the plan. plus our seemingly never ending filming and tons of work to complete, yes, TONS. still need to go for a concert for REMT assignment, which i havent found one to go for. SEI loh.

and im back from chalet. and took a long nap. shiok only :D haha.

didnt manage to take much pictures though :( and omg, we overspent and overbought like siao. SOOOO much leftovers, like seriously. i dont even wanna think of the amount that we threw away :/ and i dare say that African kids have no food.

the night was quite good. played indian poker, "I have never", and truth or drink. and the truth or drink progressed into a heart2heart session, which was damn awhsum. i've never spoken like that with this group of people before, like together. it feels good when you can like really set your mind free and talk about everything, because i trust that whatever is said in the room stays in the room. but too bad, once that feeling is over, cant pour out anymore. and thats when we all zzzz. hahahah

omg omg omg. i cant believe performance is tomorrow and we havent prepared a shit up till now. wont be until tomorrow itself. crosses fingers and hopes everything will go well! :/

dragged myself to school this morning to reborrow the equipments, and supposedly recording but.. yup. haha then after that went to shop for xmas gifts, yup myself. so shiok walk all around no need care about others :P hahaha. and i came up with rubbisology: Shopping is a skill that requires Inspiration, too (: hahaha. but anyways, damn happifying to like find stuff in big packs and cheaper than prices outside. HAHA damn aunty. but oh wells.

today im gonna spend the rest of the day working on xmas pressieeees! not gonna care about anything else, not gonna do work and stress myself out.. :p choosing christmans over work.. obviously im not getting my priorities right. but who cares? im HAPPY (: hehehe

hope tomorrow will turn out fun! :D okay but first, lets get some sleep before anything else..

wah i seriously seriously need to like have a good rest. probably after this saturday then i will take one day and like really just sleep and nua at home. then after that still must chiong work. alot alot alot of work :(

so yesterday was recording in the morning, filming in the afternoon, vocal lesson at night and then went chalet. sounds chiong enough right. hahaha. annual tuition chalet, as usual was like a catching up chalet for us. haha and to bond with the kids so that christmas party wont be awkward. this time round chalet at ECP, quite an inconvenient place uh i realised :/ macs is like 15 min walk away, and when you're like dead beat you really wish you didn't have to drag yourself all the way there.. and today walked to parkway parade to buy food for bbq.. hahaha. oh wells.

and i must must must mention this. i think laoshi's band is damn awesome. acapella group who makes use of distortion pedals on voices. totally cool concept. hahaha. quite sure it's gonna be a new thing is the chinese scene :D laoshi is awesome :D so is their band named MICAPPELA. check out their webbie http://www.micappella.com/

and i am seriously lost now. its like i know what i want but i dont know how to express it and get it. actually since last time, i've been over-estimating what i can do, and because of that i unconsciously gave trouble to people around me. from the first DVPT assignment, Noise, and now the current MV we have to do as well. so pissed at myself. i should stop overdoing things beyond my limits. but oh wells.

on a brighter note, last night was goooooood (: our postponed PJ PARTAYYY since i think june? hahaha. actually it wasnt specially planned for that, supposed to be preparation for xmas :D so fun. hahahaha. hope people will like the end product! (: i wished i could stay at angchee's house longer. working on stuff together the whole night while listening to music and chatting, go to sleep in the morning on the upper deck bed, get woken up by them a few hours later and then sing sing sing together the moment we wake up.. (: sweet sweet sweet! hahah. really love them *shy* hehe

hahah best photo of the night :D

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tomorrow. i dont wanna think about tomorrow. arrangement's supposed to be done by tomorrow to record vocals but apparently it doesn't seem to be ready. how to record vocals like that? and after recording got filming. after that lesson. then after that tuition chalet. omg longgg day. but excited for tuition chalet though (:

CMCC annual performance auditions today! hahaha first time judging an audition. quite fun. heard 33 people sing today. many of them have like quite nice woiiiice! haha. and i was quite impressed by one of the CMCC senior who graduated years ago, i think his name is Ming Wei? haha. his comments were constructive and like quite detailed, techniques and feel wise. of course cannot beat laoshi but yeahh i was quite impressed. wonder if the 2004 batch CMCC were all of that standard? awesome eh :D hahaha. 6 hours felt like it passed damn fast. a good 6 hours!

cant quite wait to perform with them. should be quite an experience. it's gonna be tough on seowhung though, planning will surely be beeeech. jiayou darlingg (: hahaha

CONQUER THE STAGE, SHOW THAT YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES (:

im quite keen to get a new keyboard, because im kinda not satisfied with my current PSR E403.

and actually i want an 88 weighted keys one, but to think about it i might as well get a new piano and dump this one i have now which is lao kok kok. hahaha. so the next i have in mind is the Korg X50, for $790 during the xmas sale. one of main reason is of course because im familiar with it, rather than getting a brand new one which i dont know which is actually better. and so far the X50 has quite nice sounds and its portable, i would even think it's much lighter than my current one now. so bringing it out wouldnt be so tough.

then again, $790. quite high end for a keyboard uh. but its actual price is $1130. so.. I DONT KNOW! :(

today was like kinda fruitful, except for the fact that we skipped dvpt :p hahaha. went to North Vista Sec this morning to check out the place to film a piano. after that went to hougang mall for lunch and planned our schedules. then after that we went to Keppel Bay, and that place is omg :D:D:D hahaha. it was a really longgg walk in to the place but the scenery there made that all worth it (: haha then went to esplanade also but the feel's kinda similar to keppel bay so. hahaha.

nice leh (:

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because the sun was soooo bright it doesnt look as nice in the picture ):

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nice nice nice nice (: haha. hope we can get the permission to film there! wah and omg. i think the 3 weeks break will not be a break at all. next week is like fully packed: recording, filming, auditions and chalets. ooohoo. quite excited to work on stuff but i think the process will be like T_T hahaha. just going to the different places to check things out already got me drained today. yawns. hahah

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oh, and i really really miss them.

it's stupid because i still see them everyday

but it's just not the same anymore

if we were to take this picture again, i bet our expressions will no longer be the same.

i hate the fact i cant sustain a conversation with anyone, unless they initiate it. why the fuck is it so difficult for me to talk more?

its like the "i want to talk to you but i've got nothing to say at all" kinda feeling. so crap.

wooh. today's over! too busy with it for the past few weeks. especially the last one. planning stuff here and there, expecting changes everyday. one week ago the song wasnt even decided on, and today on stage was the first and the last time the entire 7 piece band played together. hahaha.

i would say it wasn't tooooo bad, besides that i forgot to freaking on the mic and i thought there was a problem with it -.- throw face maximum. luckily geok reminded me in the middle of the song so i had chance to turn it on for the second part of it. hahaha. and the theme song was a total mess. but i guess it isn't a big deal because no one can really hear anyway, i guess. hahaha. but was alright, nevous level wasn't too high, i think because they too zai already so i feel secured enough (: yupp and that was about it, i just know im physically drained by now.

and now that this is over, i just realisd there's many other things to do and catch up with. school work especially.

MUST: too much work piled up from last time to catch up with. xmas choral arrangement's eggciting!
MIDI: like omg who can save me
DVPT: need to start filming scenes next week but need people :( recording and arrangement still incomplete
Perf/REMT: how to sing bossa and make it sound swee swee?
XQRJ/Impresario: another time of failure is demoralising, can i take it, or do i have to?

oh my, so much to be completed. but oh wells. kinda excited to do most of it, except probably MIDI :p hahaha. and im back to the feel like blogging mood everyday. hehehe alright today was awfully long. gonna sleep!

and im frigginggggg out for tomorrow. because practice was seriously screwed up today. lyrics was a total mess, harmonising was pitchy shit, and it was the last practice before the real thing. and guess what, we never had a full band practice so far, and the first time will be on stage -.- omgomgomg. cold sweat. please i need a miracle now, let tomorrow be awesome.. :(

and today was a seriously long 6 hours recording vocals. im sorry, i dont sound happy enough to sing their happy song, in the end drag sooo long :( then have to finish up another day. really sorry! and damn damn tired by now.

tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow. !@#$%^&(*&^%$#@~!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!

wooh and everyone's going overseas. angchee left to Bali today. chris leaving for Japan tomorrow. mama going back to Malaysia tomorrow also.

physically drained now. recording today for DVPT. lotsa screwups in the studio and the drums were badly out of tune. so dragged quite long and didnt finish what we had to :( but feels good! havent had recording until late at night for quite long. haha.

its gonna be over this week! don't think next week will be as chiong (:

hey guys if you happen to be reading this,

i promise this will be all, at least for now and in the near future. after this week it'll be over. knew this was gonna come. thanks and sorry once again!

(wah sialah damn paiseh like seriously)