haha, so as usual, went to church this morning for mass. i really loved today's homily, i thought it was absolutely meaningful. but it was a pity i couldnt hear parts of it clearly because sitting in front of me was a kid making like lots of noise. haha. but here's the main thing: the priest told us to be spiritually awaken. many teens today go to church just because their parents force them to, so they do not go willingly. these are usually the ones who are perpetually late for mass. when people get physically tired, the go to sleep. but never get into a spiritual slumber. no matter what you do, stay awake, stay SPIRITUALLY AWAKE. i thought what he said is very true. oh wells (:

yup, yesterday went adc, guitar, and then went for jessica's rehearsal at arts house. im quite impressed by how they do things. the scene of professionalism. every single performer, they know exactly what they are doing. something we ought to learn. haha. then after that, zhihui and i went to clarke quay for a walk. its like the best place for night life in singapore i think. haha. its not like everyday that we get to be in clarke quay late at night, so took photos (: yup. practice today was tiringggg. like literally. i think im gonna suffer from body aches tmr. haha. oh well. damn. i bet the upcoming week will be horrible, terrible, vegetable. haha. sigh.

jessica on her sanxian. the instrument she majored in university.

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teaching him to improvise on his gabla(dont know how you spell it, its basically an indian instrument). this guy is famous for his gabla playing in singapore. see him play and you'll be stunned. shocking thing is he's only 16 this year! haha.

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an ensemble of chinese traditional instruments. its really seldom we ge to see performances like this, and what more appreciate. but no doubt, they're real good. haha

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an ensemble with gabla as the main instrument. there's a short gabla solo in the middle of this piece, for about.. 8-12 bars? haha. you cant imagine how much you can do with that two drums and you two hands, until you see him play. haha

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haha i think we quite retarded. its taken at 3 different places, and it looks all the same -.- haha

haha its sad nobody tags anymore ): suddenly thought of the song cs they all always sing during tuition: "nobody likes me, everybody hates me, i am gonna eat some worm.." HAHA. emo shit. haha

anyways, today is waeting's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAETING! hehe. and SP star was the bomb. dmat's dearest jonadab won third place :DD hahah. now everyone is gonna chase him to return his debts :p haha. but yes, i thought he sang the best version of My Immortal today. haha. and i really gotta say there's many strong competitors. i probably wouldn't have made it anywhere near the top even IF i got in. but oh wells. haha. jon deserves his third place (: i mean, not that he dont deserve first, but getting third place out of 14 contestants, its not easy alr. haha

haha, thats yinghao btw, not any other thinggg :/

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gay people of the world (: haha

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what to do? cant help it.

mann, weekends are always busy and tiring. this week as well. adc, performance, guitar and practice yesterday, lasted from 1pm to 8pm. then went over to uncle's house to celebrate his birthday. freakingggg tired.

then today, went to church in the morning. after that rushed down to raffles place to meet geok and zhihui. queued 4 hours for the auditions -.- haha. oh wells. then went to marina square, gave geok a surprise belated birthday party. ate pasta de waraku, bought a mini cake for her. so yup thats about it. once again, freakinggg tired.

haha, during the boringggg waiting time.

sometimes i think im quite retarded :P haha

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happy belated birthday geok (:

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school tmr again. man my head hurts.

okayyy, so school these days has been... oh well. so we've had our first 'independent' recording session on tuesday. 4 hours straight. the process was kinda fun, cam whored a bit while ryan is like recording. but most of the photos are in chu's mac. haha. then yesterday's recording kinda complete our remt assignment. so today's session is demo time :P haha.

supposed to go back to stc yesterday, but we went back at the wrong time coz the band was going out to lunch. so jaime yating and i went to tiong to eat then i had to go back to school. yupp.

jaime! (:

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looks tooo pro. haha

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ugly+unglam=ugglam -.- right lame. haha

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im really upset things became the way it is now.really.

FAHRENHEIT CONCERT TICKETS AUTOGRAPH SESSION :DDDD

zhihui and geok couldnt come, so i asked yating to come along with me. dont waste the chance mah. haha. THEY'RE REALLY SOOOOO SHUAI :D even calvin okay. hahaha. but i was so so so sad DONG WASNT HERE ): he injured his leg i think, so he didnt come to singapore. haha. my heart was pumping damn fast when i shook their hands please. didnt feel like washing it :P haha. first time seeing them upclose and live. so satisfying :p hahaha. cant wait for their concert :D

the stage :D

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yating and i (:

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wu zun :DDD

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supposed to be aaron yan in the red cap but..

i regret not bringing my camera ):

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FAHRENHEIT ROCK ON :D

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yayyy (:
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was supposed to meet xunqi they all after the autograph session, but who knows it was cancelled ): and i wasnt informed only until i called xunqi to check where they were. luckily i checked like before i started to travel there. mans. oh well.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEOK!! really sorry we couldn't do much. for the fact that zhihui is sick and we have like a whole afternoon of lessons today. really sorry.


but yup had a mini celebration yesterday, zhihui dragged herself to cine for sushi lunch and then geok and i went for a movie while zhihui went home because she was not feeling well. yeahh and, thats almost about it :/ sigh. oh wells. evaluation performance again next week. costumes again. bahh.


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yeahh. also vanna and ryan's birthday today. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY PEOPLE! (:
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gosh. this emo shit thing is driving me crazy. i wished i had someone who would always be there for me, this must be a sibling. which im lacking of.

so spent the past 2 days with tuition mates. fun fun fun. haha. yesterday celebrated aunty shirley's birthday. met weiquan and clarice at dover station then we went to bugis to get gift. then glenn came along to join us. gave aunty shirley a surprise at KAP macs. felt great gathering together after a long time. haha.

happy birthday aunty shirley! (:

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then today, went out with cs, clarice, glenn and isaac. went to queensway to get stuff, then lunched at ikea. then we went to town to chill. then got drenched in the rain by walking from ps to centrepoint despite the bad waether. haha. talked alot till like 9 plus and then headed for home. woohoo. cant wait for KL trip part 2, and chalet :D

me, isaac, cs, glenn, clarice!

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the retarded glenn :p haha

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5 years and counting :D

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as for now, im really too tired to do anything else seriously.

two main things making me damn stressed up nowadays. money and work.

undone work: MIDI assignment T_T
REMT assignment
keys test piece
songwriting compt(?)
3-7-20-1
hengxue
xmas performance practice
ADC new song
guitar SPE T_T


money required for: fahrenheit concert!
KL trip 2(?)
costumes
microphone
new clothes!
birthday and xmas presents T_T
s.h.e 11th album(it took me long enough)
ob course fees(??)

oh mannn. what to do.. i feel so spoilt. everyone else works for what they buy or get, while i just have to open my mouth to ask. im gonna start saving up for my own stuff.

im starting to get.. sick of school.

tired of everything. the interest level is like dropping drastically :/

thinking about what i need to do, only one word comes into the picture. stress :O

what can i fall back on?

GLOW'S WEDDING DAY!

so... glow's wedding! haha. the whole ceremony was just, sweet (: and i want to get married in a catholic church, regardless what religion my husband is. because its the only place you can feel the love and warmth all around it :DDDD haha. i totally felt the joy when they walked down the isle of the church and when glow kissed his bride (: hmmm. then i wonder at that point in time, for a moment: why cant i seem to picture they scene of them doing the same thing back then. if they did exactly what i've seen today, they where did the love and happiness go to? has the love disappeared in them?

oh wells. anyway. then had some buffet and cam-whored. then went to ps for some dessert, and i went off for lesson.

i think its called Church of the Sacred Heart. its freaking nice :D

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the newly weds (:

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in the church (:

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hahaha! squids!

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glow! hmm.. the hungry groom :p haha

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and guess what. ITS THE LIMOUSINE! the only one in singapore! haha

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you guys are freaking lucky to get to sit in the limo

and i must be damn lucky to have sat in AND took a photo of it :D
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as the feeling of emptiness sinks into my heart again, i can't believe the first one i think of is you.